Grateful for every Ember

Being a wildland firefighter was the best job I've ever had. It provided me with incredibly unique experiences that enriched my life and continue to guide me today. I'm deeply grateful that I never took those moments for granted and had the emotional insight to appreciate the significance of my position.

I witnessed nature in its most raw and powerful form. Standing before fires larger than you can imagine can be terrifying, yet beyond the destruction, there is profound beauty emerging from the ashes. Yes, fires bring loss, but through that loss, I've seen remarkable human resilience and courage rise once the flames have passed.

Fighting fires taught me bravery in the face of overwhelming challenges, enabling me to approach life's difficulties with clarity and calmness. Wildfires humbled me, offering invaluable lessons and guiding me toward self-improvement. Each challenge made me stronger, better prepared for the next battle, ready to face adversity head-on.

I was fortunate to spend much of my career in Alberta, logging thousands of hours in helicopters. From above, I saw the world from a perspective few ever experience, gaining insight into how forests live, grow, and breathe as interconnected systems. At times, it felt like living inside a nature documentary, witnessing extraordinary natural events and wildlife that most will never see firsthand.

Throughout my late teens, twenties, and early thirties, wildfire gave me a livelihood, supporting me through relocations, college, and relationships. It was always there when I needed it. I joked that wildfire was my mistress, but looking back, it was actually my primary commitment, with everything else becoming secondary. As deeply as I loved it, there were reasons why I eventually moved on.

Wildfire also opened doors for me to explore our diverse and beautiful country. It allowed me to experience different regions and cultures across Canada, venture to our neighbours in the United States, and journey across the Pacific to Australia.

Yet the greatest part of my wildfire career was the friendships formed along the way. I met extraordinary people and built bonds stronger than any others in my life. My longest friendships began on the fireline, forged by shared passions, mutual support, and achieving what once seemed impossible. The connections I share with my wildfire brothers and sisters are unmatched, filled with a love and respect unique to those who have faced the flames together.

I had the privilege of leading hundreds of men and women, getting to know each of them personally. I watched wildfire shape them, both as firefighters and as individuals. Even when wildfire wasn't the best fit for them professionally, it still enriched their lives immeasurably.

Though I often speak out about wildland firefighters deserving more recognition and support, it's always with the understanding that the experiences, lessons, and relationships gained are truly priceless. I gave so much of myself to wildfire, yet it returned even more.

I am filled with gratitude for the life wildfire provided and the person it has helped me become. Looking back, my memories of those years make me smile warmly. Being a wildland firefighter was not only a rewarding gift; it was a privilege shared alongside some of the most remarkable people I've ever known.